a beautiful mess
- By Lynette Chan
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- 07 Dec, 2019
“You are so beautiful.”
She stared, wide-eyed, at her lying jerk of a boyfriend, frozen in the doorway, stunned.
“Steve?”
He turned and swore under his breath.
“Carla? I can-”
“Who’s she?” the other woman in the bed with him looked at Carla with distaste, as if she was the problem.
“Who am I? Who am I?! I’m his girlfriend! We’ve been together for 7 years!” The shock faded away, replaced by hot, burning fury.
“Wait! I can explain-!” his voice trailed off as she stormed out the door. How could she have defended him to her friends? Her family? Everyone?
Carla got into her car and started driving somewhere, anywhere. Tears streamed down her face as she swerved wildly, searching for an escape.
After driving for a while she spotted a lively bar, filled with happy people. Carla messily parked her car and walked into the crowded place, envious of other people’s joy as she headed to the counter.
“What will it be?” The bartender asked, watching the woman drop down into a chair.
“Your strongest. And keep ‘em coming.”
“Coming right up.” As Carla waited, she watched the people around her, celebrating some stupid thing that would probably mean nothing in the future. She threw back drink after drink. All her friends had been pushed away a long time ago because Carla had defended her idiot boyfriend. Her family was still in Hong Kong, halfway across the world from Chicago.
She was completely and utterly alone.
Carla fumbled in her purse for money. She came up with a pile of coins which she pushed towards the bartender, who took them sympathetically.
“That should just about cover it, right?” Her words slurred.
“Maybe I now have an idea on why that jerk cheated on me!” She walked out of the bar, the cold air nipping at her skin. As she stumbled to where her car was parked, she saw it being towed away.
“Hey! You can’t do that!” She weakly raised her arm, watching her mode of transport get carried away and the lights blur.
“Great. And I thought my night couldn’t get any worse!” She cursed into the cool night air. She needed a way home, she needed a cab.
As she stumbled down the street, she wondered how this could happen to her. With each step she cursed and cried over the man she once thought of as her soulmate. A sound made her turn back - it was a speck of yellow.
“A cab! I need to catch it!” Carla staggered into the streets, waving blindly. The lights grew bigger and bigger as the yellow started to come into focus, followed by a screech and a thud.
“Oh my god, are you okay?!” A panicked voice yelled.
“Who are you?” Carla groaned in pain from where she lay on the very uncomfortable pavement.
“I’m Nick! You were about to get hit by a car! Are you feeling okay? How much did you have to drink?” This Nick person was really starting to get on her nerves.
“I’m fine, I’m fine…” She lurched to her feet, straining for balance, before promptly falling over.
“Really? You don’t look fine to me.” Nick offered a hand, which she reluctantly accepted.
“I’m not fine! Is that what you wanted to hear?! My boyfriend of 7 years! 7 years! Cheated on me! And I drank enough to knock out a horse! And I nearly got hit by a car because I needed a cab! Because my car got towed!” Carla ranted at a stunned Nick, who backed away slowly.
“That sounds… like a lot.” He shoved his hands inside his pockets, twin spots of colour appearing high on his cheeks. “Well...my place is just a block away. And you look a bit wasted. You wanna come in for tea?”
Carla softened, and she studied the stranger. She was tempted to say yes, but she recalled her boyfriend and how the image of him with another person had hurt her so much.
“I-I shouldn’t. I’m just gonna head home,” she mumbled. “I should get some sleep.”
“Understood.” He chuckled, “I guess I’ll see you around?”
“I guess.” She smiled back, they started walking in their seperate directions when Carla turned back, “I haven’t thanked you for saving my life yet…so...thanks.”
“No problemo,” Nick replied cheesily.
“Maybe the world will get better,” Carla mused to herself as she strolled down the empty street. “Maybe one day I’ll love again.”
(To be continued...)